Insecurity piles up alongside the past due bills and your wall is mounted with all your unforgettable failures. The people on the bus seem to mock you with their learing stares and the insults under their breath fuel the fire that’s been raging inside of you until it grows uncontrollably. You count the steps home quietly in your head so no one else can hear your pleas of struggle or your cries for help and you try as hard as you can to make yourself as small as possible but somehow light manages to find a crack in your armour and it floods this crack with luminous golden radiance and soon you’re filled to the brim and it starts pouring out of your eyeballs and the tips of your fingers and the ends of your hair until every cell in your body begins to glow and radiate and vibrate with an ancient calming hum. Ooooommmmmm. Oooooooooommmmmmmmm. Oooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmm.